I am going to do something that is a pet peeve, that I HATE in other people, and that I have specifically made fun of in a best friend. This is only marginally related to my trip to Australia, but I can't blog on myspace at work and I just have to say these things. This is very self-indulgent, so don't feel the need to continue, dear reader.
I am going to talk about how fat I am, and how I felt fat and hopeless when I had to put on size 6 pants yesterday - the very ones I almost didn't buy because they looked saggy. Well they don't anymore.
The combined effect of eating whatever I wanted while travelling, not running, and not lifting weights has put about 5 pounds on, but the effect is much more because what was muscle is now gooshy, lumpy fat. I just don't know if I have the emotional energy to diet around the holidays, and I am feeding so many people at my house that I am buying junk food. I manage to resist most of it, but have these stupid lapses like eating saltine crackers. YUCK. Why did I need those with soup? And I ate a cold piece of toast this morning just because Dailey made it for me.
I hate, hate, hate, this feeling. I don't want to obsess, but dammit, I am obsessing. I have been lazy and am paying the price and now I am deeply sorrowful and regretful.
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I think I am about to outgrow my fat pants :(
obssess away
Having lots of people around the house might inspire you to get out and run though - it would do so for me :)
It's winter for you, isn't it? I can't diet in winter. I have to eat hot comfort food to get me through.
Thank you for granting me permission to obsess. More is on the way.
woah. secretly, i have these thoughts. last year was totally obsessive for me. exercise and food wise. here in argentina, i've slacked a tad and it's really bumming me out.
wondering, this blog was months ago, how's it been since? actually, you don't have to answer. you've probably blogged about it...
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